Am I ever worth being a good freind to everyone...? My life on both Internet and real life SUCK SO MUCH. Maybe it's my existence that's making me sad...
I'm always jealous and sad almost all the time. I always act dramatic to people and sometimes get their so called "allies" to team up on me when I'm not myself anymore. I just think my past self is coming back.... In the past, I was really rude, dramatic and whiny... And I cringed looking back at the times I did that... And when I drew really gross stuff on a public website (deviantart)... And sometimes I get offended really easily, because of my autism and sensitive attitude.
And I hate myself for saying these words, and that part where I don't like gay people if I'm looking for a relationship. And that time when the person says he's gay, and I start to flip out on them and call them nasty words. And I was fearing that I might say "you two should break up, because you look disgusting as a pair". Because of that... The times man..... The fucking times..... And that part when someone doesn't want to RP with me, I yell out capital words in their imaginary faces and never talk with them again. I just hate myself....
Lastly, when I get divorced, I flip out very quickly and threaten the ex sweetheart that I will kill him\her next time.... I am crying for real..!!! I don't know what's wrong with me anymore..!!! I suffered way too much problems in the past and the present... Leave a Purple Heart in the comments if you guys still support me and want me to be positive and happy again....